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He Makes Beautiful Things [VIDEO]
To imagine my newly married days with an older child that we've just adopted, who also has some special needs, seems mind boggling. I've met a woman who knows the grace of God for this very moment. Mamas, when you eke out that "this is too hard" cry, remember there...
The Calling For Those Who Wait
Though we only just met this fall, this next author-friend feels like an old friend. Judy has been a beautiful encourager to me in my writing and her own story, that you'll get a taste of here, is full of time spent in the waiting room and the richness that comes from...
Our Good and Perfect Gift
If you've been around my blog for a while, you've heard me mention Amy Julia Becker. This past fall, her book A Good and Perfect Gift -- about how her experience with disappointment turned into overwhelming blessing -- sat on my bedside table for a few weeks because I...
Timing Is Everything
For the month of May and a week into June, I will be pressing pause on my online writing and this space will become a series of testimonies of what He births in the midst of delay, perplexity and pain. Author friends from around the world who love words on a page, and...
Hearing Him in a Story
The stairwell down to our basement has a mantel full of pictures from our past. From college days to wedding to pre-child ski trips and post-child trampings through fall leaves, we have nearly two decades covered. There is one in particular that tells a certain story....
Love, Unnaturally
It happened. I knew it would. I'd been here before. The most beautiful part of waiting is receiving His response after your heart chose expectation instead of fear. I've been in both shoes, frequently, and choosing the former always makes the bitter taste sweet. She...
Emptiness Serves a Purpose
He is their strength in the time of trouble. Psalm 37:39** When I am not, You are. Where I fail, You perfect. I teeter and You stand, bold, strong. I fold, crumple and weep when poked and prodded by life's mishaps -- and You scoop me up and sing over me. Father, You...
One Ember
"For our God is a consuming fire" Hebrews 12:29. It quietly tugged at me from where I'd scribbled it in my moleskine journal as I re-directed her vegetable-peeling strokes in the direction away from my Bible, already stained cucumber green. This moment was humorous to...
What Love Looks Like in Mess
The scene was familiar, only slightly more intense than the last time. As our house becomes her home, what's buried down deep begins to find its way to the surface. Pain has a buoyancy. When I came upstairs he'd been holding her for nearly an hour, my child,...
Receiving
She shared my kitchen space with her monogrammed apron which, already, was too small for the body she'd grown up and out of months ago. This moment reflected her heart. She cut lettuce and stirred sauce and mimicked what she'd seen me do. She'd learned so much in 9...